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| i found out that when there is a hurricane, i binge like a fucking crazy person. i had been doing so good since i moved in at school, but then there was stupid irene and i couldn't go outside to smoke, so i ate. ugh. in other news, my area rug came in the mail on thursday. it's fabulous. i also went shopping today and bought a sheer leopard print scarf (because i like to dress like someone's grandmother who is trying to be "hip") and a coat. the coat was totally an impulse buy. i'm addicted to shopping. seriously. it's really cute though. it's a double-breasted, military-inspired wool coat in a camel color with a faux fox collar. usually, i don't go for faux fur because i feel cheap when i wear it and when i compare it to my real furs, it always seems so inferior. it's a good faux though and the coat was like 50% off, so that's how i justified my purchase. i've been going through a coat phase lately. and by lately, i mean over the past year or so. i used to have maybe three winter coats: one for everyday wear, one for nighttime, and one that was super trendy for that season that i only would wear maybe twice. now i have at least seven in my regular rotation in the winter. and that's not including the ones the just hang in my closet untouched. it's a problem. oh well. i hope everyone made it through the hurricane with minimal to no damage. | | |
| seriously. i really fucking hate moving. i leave for college in a couple of days. i have yet to begin packing. i guess the good thing is that i never really unpacked from when i moved out in the spring. all of my crap has just been piled in the same spot in a room in my parents' house all summer. i basically just have to reorganize everything. i still don't want to do it though. i'm lazy. i can't wait to go back to school, but i wish i could skip the moving part. bleh. i did get some pretty cool stuff for my dorm this year. i've basically been reusing all of the decor i bought freshman year, which is fine, but my tastes have changed. also, i had my own room last year for the first time and it seemed so empty...if you don't count my overflowing closet. since i have my own room again, i'm going to try to decorate the space a little better. i'm really excited about this gorgeous flokati area rug i ordered. so amazing. i also want to get back to school because my eating habits will be easier to regulate since i'll have a schedule and everything, thank goodness. no more binging and purging, hopefully. oscar hasn't disappeared yet, which is nice, i guess. it's complicated. i've grown very fond of him, but i don't know how i feel about that. on the one hand, i like genuinely liking someone as much as i genuinely like him. on the other hand, i know this is going to ultimately end bad, so i don't want to like him as much as i do. on a lighter note, i saw priscilla queen of the desert last week. if you live in or near manhattan, go see it right now. it's incredible. it's definitely the best show i've ever seen, and that's saying something because i've seen quite a few broadway shows. in my opinion, tony sheldon makes a very good looking woman. click here to see for yourself. plus, he's super sassy and phenomenal in the role. anyway, that's all for now, kids, because i do, in fact, need to pack at some point. | | |
| i feel like i start every post by apologizing for not updating in forever. let's just skip that, shall we? summer hasn't been that bad, until now. i took a summer class that ran from mid-may to late june, which was nice. i enjoy summer classes because they're usually pretty easy and they give me something to do. i couldn't find a job this summer, so i would've gone insane. i also worked in a musical, which was so much fun. it's amazing how much happier i am when i'm doing a show. we closed over the weekend. now, i'm just like blah. i'm so bored. there isn't anything to do around here. i miss school and my life. i've been binging and purging like crazy. i really hate that. i don't know how many of you remember oscar. he was out of the picture for a while, but now he's back and it's...weird-ish. i really like oscar, even though i know i shouldn't let myself get too close. he's wonderful though. it's like, when we're together or when we're talking or something, my world is alright and maybe, just maybe, all the bad things go away for a little while. i know that sounds so cheesy, but i can't think of another way to describe it. he once called us sid and nancy. i think he meant to be endearing, but i kind of hope he didn't mean that he was going to stab me or something. i doubt it. i wish i didn't like him as much as i do. | | |
| i have a funny story to share with you. i was at musical rehearsal a few days ago and i was talking with two girls. one of them said she was from massachusetts and the other immediately got really excited and started asking her a million and a half questions about it. at first the questions were normal, like "why did you come to here for college?" etc. then she started asking odd questions about like the weather in massachusetts and stuff. for example, she wanted to know if it got hot in the summer in massachusetts. i thought that was weird so i told her that massachusetts isn't that far away so the climate isn't drastically different. then she said "well, it's the northernmost state!" (or something along those lines) then i had to explain with the girl from massachusetts that massachusetts was not the same as maine and that alaska was actually the northernmost state. silly. | | |
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